I can atleast say that I try and if someone takes it for granted thats their fault.
I know if it continues I won’t last long, I’ll break down and make realizations. I’ll break away and find a new chapter in my life. But the real question is, how much longer will I let this go on for..
I care more than I should and this really sucks . I just want someone who cares . I want someone who will be there. When change occurs that’s when things begin to fall apart.
I’ve noticed that I don’t have really close friends. Yeah sure, I know people and I socialize but I have zero close friends. I sometimes wonder if it’s because I’m a twin. I grew up having a best friend all my life, and my older sister who is also another best friend of mine. I wonder if I’m scared to find another best friend besides my twin sister. We’ve grown apart the last couple of years which makes me really sad but maybe it could be a good thing. I guess you can say that we’ve been trying to find ourselves the last couple of years without being beside each other. Separating is scary, but I know we’ll always be there for each other even though we have our rough patches. I’m the youngest so I feel like I’m the only one who feels this way the most.
Police had been responding to a “disturbance” near the University of Tennessee when a house party estimated to be composed of 800+ individuals spilled out onto the street. Deputy Brandon Gilliam wrote in the report that when detaining Dotson, he “began to physically resist officers’ instructions to place his hands behind his back, and at one point grabbed on to an officer’s leg.” At some point, Deputy Phillips felt the need to begin choking Dotson to the point where he passed out — lethal force by any definition.
The deputy who assaulted the student was fired and the deputies who stood by were suspended. As it should be.
This dude made a rookie mistake. You never assault the rich white kids, they’re the only ones the system cares about after all.
LETS FUCKING CLARIFY:
A COP CHOKES A WHITE BOY AFTER A ROWDY PARTY UNTIL HE PASSED OUT AND GETS FIRED ASAP.
A COP PUTS AN ASTHMATIC BLACK MAN IN A CHOKE HOLD UNTIL HE DIED AND WE’RE STILL WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO FUCKING HAPPEN.
THIS IS WHY I CANNOT TRUST “THE SYSTEM”. ITS EITHER SUPER FUCKED UP OR ITS WORKING JUST THE WAY THEY INTENDED IT TO. and we all know which one is right.